ive been down, helpless, still. i come here once again, feelings lost, extinction of what used to be, dwelling keeps me from standing on my own. selfless dissection of emotion, emotion i have left inside dredge this wound, salt of tears, then i fade away, slips away and fades raising eyes to see you, anger is all i feel, missed your forgiveness, just a witness of my own demise, searching these pieces, they cut me, you laugh as i bleed, swallow contradiction, just a victim of all i have inside this pain just deepens, i can never let go, feel it numbing me, exist around you, everything i know, ive held myself down to, held myself down so that i will never fall, all of this i feel i pour out for you, salvation, in the release of all that i feel